My name is ____________. It is name alone. Not me. When I search for my name, it is a sequence of memories of thought processes running backwards, to the stage, when the family wherein I am born and the relations thereof chose to call me by that proper noun, subsequently registered in my memory and the society by repetition. This registration deepened in my system, led by thought process repetitions. I, the real, lost its true identity and replaced by this verbose nomenclature, that dominates the whole thinking system and acquires grief for mind and disease for the body. To return to the original, to erase the memory of the thought process registrations, I repeatedly recite and write "I am an illusion, I am an illusion, I am an illusion, ..........

(repeat) My name is ____________. It is name alone. Not me. When I search for my name, it is a ...